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[angels_facade]

Augh. I am so emo mummy right now. I got to hold my babies last night. I got to hold them! I totally wept, Dude. And then I had to leave them again and I cried even more. I bawled in the carpark. I think I disturbed Spectre. Leaving them was even harder after I'd had them in my arms. And then last night I had this terrifying nightmare that they were taken from me. And then I woke up and felt my belly and the babies weren't there and I was screaming. I was barely awake and not at all coherent so when I saw Thomas, I hit him and screamed at him for 'stealing my babies'. Luckily Thomas just looked cutely confused which made me realise that he hadn't stolen them and they were safe in the hospital and I HATE THIS.

I went back today to see if they could breastfeed, but so far it seems like they're still too weak to do that. I can try again tomorrow. It's frustrating. And I'm making Thomas go with me everywhere. I'm Barnacle!Kat. And tomorrow's my birthday and I don't even care. I want my damn babies, Goatfuckers!

They yawned and squirmed around and dear GOD they're perfect.

Comments

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

It really is! You should have seen them in Thomas's arms! He's all huge and the girls are so tiny. They are smaller than his forearms!! I'm really excited. I feel like a mother, but I hate when that feeling gets taken away from me.

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

yeah, that woulda been a sight to see! and i don't doubt it's one that'll be seen again. it's great to see you this excited. i hate that the babies get taken away from you too, i know they're never happier than when they're with their mum and dad. but you've been great spending time with them, and i'm dead set sure they know how much they're loved.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

You say all the best things, Tammface!! I never thought I'd be this excited. Well obviously. But I just love them. More than anything.

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

i do my best, darlin'. i think it's pretty clear to everyone how supreme your love it. it rocks, babe.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Yeah and you're the reason I can have it. So :X

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

right back at ya, darlin'. i love you heaps.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I love you too!