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[angels_facade]

Oh God, I totally gave birth. To two perfect daughters! Zoe Rei Whitney-Sunderland was born first and she was shortly followed by Bianca Isabelle Whitney-Sunderland. And goddamn dude, am I glad epidurals exsist. So fecking glad. The babies were early, so they have to stay in the NICU for a little while. I kind of hate that because I want them here with me. I've been with them for so long...I miss them. But I've been there a lot, learning how to care for premature babies and everything. Then they send me home. It's so weird. My daughters have feeding tubes because they're not strong enough to nurse yet. They're still being fed milk from me (wweeeiiirrrddddddd I make milk) but it's not the SAME. Mleh, I want them. I can't even hold them, but they let us put our hands in the incubators. Ethan is so adorable around them. He loves them and he keeps asking if everything's sterile. "Should that be in here? Is that safe? Are they really okay in there." What a darling. What a wonderful father. Though he is going to have to learn to stress less.

And so am I.

I'm feeling empty. But I'm HOME and I can move around now. Anyone want a visit?

Comments

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Being able to get around must be such absolute bliss after all that enforced bedrest. I'm so proud of you, Kat. You've been through a hell of a lot to get those babies safely where they are now.

Here, I found this for you.

A lot of the others are still busy or recovering after last night, but I'll come and see you, darling.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I have been moving around so much, it's like freedom! Though I still hurt like a bitch, but I so don't care. MOVING!

Hands! *squeals* God...I was pregnant. I'm not anymore. God that's weird.

I very much look forward to it. Are you going to bring Hope?

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Hope is always one for moving and dancing and squealing, so I doubt I could keep her away. Not that either of us would ever want to! Today will be a good day of surrounding myself with pretty.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Excellent! I like the pretty!

[juniper-berries.livejournal.com]

You're home! I will come to visit you as soon as I can possibly find the time, my pretty, pretty girl!

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Awesome, Muffin!

[gonetoground.livejournal.com]

Welcome home, Kat :)

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Alessa. Glad to be home.

[appearstobe.livejournal.com]

They're positively adorable, and so are you! And if you're not too busy, I may come and say hello :)

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I would love it if you did! Thank you so much for being there for me, Kay. And for my balloon!

[seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I was down when I came to see you yesterday. I'm feeling better now. Working on getting my spirits back up. I really am happy for you, though. I adore your babies, and I can wait to see them interacting with you and Ethan for real. It's going to be wonderful. I can't wait till they're old enough to give chocolate *grins* You're going to have to fend off all the cool aunts with a shovel if you want them to eat anything else!

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's okay! I get that things were going down. I understand. And I love you very much! Yay chocolate!

Hey, all you cool aunts can do whatever you want. I feel blessed that my daughters will have such an amazing family to grow up around.

[seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com]

I love you too, Kat *smiles* I love you so very much.

And yay! Dispensation to be uber-cool!

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

As if you needed it, Gorgeous.

[seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com]

Aww *grins* You make me blush.

[bringthefire.livejournal.com]

I'm coming to visit you right now! The babies are SO adorable, Sweet Kat. I'm so incredibly proud of you.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

YAY! I was hoping you'd come, Isa. Aren't they though? So tiny and cute and mine!

Well I have to share them with Ethan ;)

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

I went to visit your girls. God, they're amazing, Kat.

I love you!

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I know, right!!

I love you too!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Hey, Kat.

Can I see you tonight? Later?

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Of course you can. Everything alright?

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

I just need Kat time.