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Nov. 29th, 2008 02:16 pmI'm surrounded by children who are almost two and it's frightening.
We're going to visit cousin Peter today though, and there will be MORE children and *cackles*
Peter says he's been reading letters my Aunt Louise wrote her best friend. He's going to show them to me. I think it's cool that he can read about his mum's past. I bet my mum would never let me read HER letters.
But you know..she's still alive, and hence she would be mortified by my knowing the many dirty secrets I know she's hiding underneath those well kept clothes!
That sounded all kinds of wrong.
Anyway, my entire point is that I'm going to start writing stuff down. And maybe someday Bianca and Zoe can read it and be mortified/amazed/amused and know they have always been loved.
Keep it real, Muffins!
We're going to visit cousin Peter today though, and there will be MORE children and *cackles*
Peter says he's been reading letters my Aunt Louise wrote her best friend. He's going to show them to me. I think it's cool that he can read about his mum's past. I bet my mum would never let me read HER letters.
But you know..she's still alive, and hence she would be mortified by my knowing the many dirty secrets I know she's hiding underneath those well kept clothes!
That sounded all kinds of wrong.
Anyway, my entire point is that I'm going to start writing stuff down. And maybe someday Bianca and Zoe can read it and be mortified/amazed/amused and know they have always been loved.
Keep it real, Muffins!
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Nov. 10th, 2008 11:35 pmAngry suit: When is this plane going to take off? I have a very important meeting to get to!
Flight attendant: The incoming plane is delayed, sir, there's nothing we can do at the moment.
Angry suit: Well, are you going to make arrangements for me to get on another flight? This is urgent! Do you know who I am?
Flight attendant (over loudspeaker): Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, there is a gentleman at the desk who does not know who he is. If anyone has any information about his identity, please come forward.
Midway Airport
Chicago, Illinois
That flight attendant is my hero. After years and years of customer service, I wish I'd thought of that one!
Having two toddlers around is exhausting, especially when we're one parent down now. Damn Kali and her travelling.
Flight attendant: The incoming plane is delayed, sir, there's nothing we can do at the moment.
Angry suit: Well, are you going to make arrangements for me to get on another flight? This is urgent! Do you know who I am?
Flight attendant (over loudspeaker): Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, there is a gentleman at the desk who does not know who he is. If anyone has any information about his identity, please come forward.
Midway Airport
Chicago, Illinois
That flight attendant is my hero. After years and years of customer service, I wish I'd thought of that one!
Having two toddlers around is exhausting, especially when we're one parent down now. Damn Kali and her travelling.
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Oct. 16th, 2008 07:42 pmSo, I'm alive and everything. Which I can now consider to be of the good. I'm tired a lot. Having nightmares. It's still hard to do some things. But I'll be okay.
I'm really sorry I pretty much fucked up again. Seemed like a good idea at the time...
Anyway. ( Isa inspired me )
I'm really sorry I pretty much fucked up again. Seemed like a good idea at the time...
Anyway. ( Isa inspired me )
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Oct. 2nd, 2008 01:31 pmI'm going to be fine. I'm talking to Abby and working things out.
I feel better than I have in a long, long time. All thanks to Isabelle's photograph. See, art can heal.
I feel better than I have in a long, long time. All thanks to Isabelle's photograph. See, art can heal.
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Sep. 19th, 2008 05:32 pmAbby's letting me post because it's good for my like...mental state or whatevs.
What I did isn't your fault. I did it. Not you. I'm not dead lalala, apparently I'm not even when I want to be.
Also? I heard what happened with Yvonne's girlfriend. I've done shit like that before. And while I'm not exactly in an understanding 'lean on me for I shall carry you' place because I can't even carry myself, I just...guess I want you to know you're not alone.
So I said it.
What I did isn't your fault. I did it. Not you. I'm not dead lalala, apparently I'm not even when I want to be.
Also? I heard what happened with Yvonne's girlfriend. I've done shit like that before. And while I'm not exactly in an understanding 'lean on me for I shall carry you' place because I can't even carry myself, I just...guess I want you to know you're not alone.
So I said it.
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Aug. 23rd, 2008 11:33 pmHey, so...
This is going to make me sound like a hobag. But whatever. Pierre, Alessa and I have this...agreement thing. Sort of...well it's...
Argh.
Pierre, do you want to come sleep with my wife and I? Because I sort of want to be with a man and you're kind of the only one we trust not to just do it because "Waheyhey TWO GIRLS!"
This is going to make me sound like a hobag. But whatever. Pierre, Alessa and I have this...agreement thing. Sort of...well it's...
Argh.
Pierre, do you want to come sleep with my wife and I? Because I sort of want to be with a man and you're kind of the only one we trust not to just do it because "Waheyhey TWO GIRLS!"
Apparently I live with a vampire now. If she thinks my kinds are tasty treats I'll shove a stake so far up her blood drinking arse, her mouth will look like a fucking fountain.
I know I shouldn't threaten, but it worries me...
I know I shouldn't threaten, but it worries me...
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Jul. 30th, 2008 07:27 pmLiiifeeeeeee MEME.
( I can no longer hide! )
That was fun! Now I'm off to play with my gorgeous daughters who will be waking up soon! My mother keeps referring to them as 'the twins'. GRARGH I hate that. As if the only thing that is important about them is that they're twins. It's like...if you're a twin you automatically don't exist without the other one. "When can we see the twins again? Will the twins be there?" YES ZOE AND BIANCA WILL BE THERE. I loathe it when people refer to any set of twins as 'the twins' instead of using their names. But she's my mother so I shudder and ignore it. Anyone else and I'd set them straight...
Maybe it's just a pet peeve...
Anyhoohoo I found a bunch of old pictures. So old my hair isn't even pink in a lot of them. Should I scan and post them?
( I can no longer hide! )
That was fun! Now I'm off to play with my gorgeous daughters who will be waking up soon! My mother keeps referring to them as 'the twins'. GRARGH I hate that. As if the only thing that is important about them is that they're twins. It's like...if you're a twin you automatically don't exist without the other one. "When can we see the twins again? Will the twins be there?" YES ZOE AND BIANCA WILL BE THERE. I loathe it when people refer to any set of twins as 'the twins' instead of using their names. But she's my mother so I shudder and ignore it. Anyone else and I'd set them straight...
Maybe it's just a pet peeve...
Anyhoohoo I found a bunch of old pictures. So old my hair isn't even pink in a lot of them. Should I scan and post them?
Thomas...are you avoiding me? I just...
I'm glad you're okay, alright. Really glad. If things between us aren't...then at least I know you're safe.
I'm glad you're okay, alright. Really glad. If things between us aren't...then at least I know you're safe.
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Jun. 29th, 2008 05:47 pmFoxy ladies come in to Lugosi's, I have to say!
And now Kali's talking about having babies and Ethan's going into shock and so I have to show off my own! (And you know...Ethan's too...)
( Bianca and Zoe )
I'm so glad things are okay again. Good again. It's such a relief to be able to breathe.
And now Kali's talking about having babies and Ethan's going into shock and so I have to show off my own! (And you know...Ethan's too...)
( Bianca and Zoe )
I'm so glad things are okay again. Good again. It's such a relief to be able to breathe.
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Jun. 19th, 2008 09:17 pmOkay. I'm clearing things up here.
I did not cheat on my wife. I tried because I was drunk and depressed about one of my oldest friends dying and I didn't know what I was doing and that's still not an excuse. Luckily, Thomas is an upstanding man and he stopped me. So I didn't cheat on Alessa. And thank fucking fuck too. Because I love her and if I actually had cheated on her like that, I would never forgive myself.
We are going to be just fine. We've been honest and we've worked everything out. We're in love. Relationships are a process and you never get to stop growing and evolving. When something like this happens, it's a clear sign that something is wrong, and needs to be fixed. I was wrong. It's been fixed.
And now Kali is going to be okay and so is Thomas and I am just...so relieved.
I did not cheat on my wife. I tried because I was drunk and depressed about one of my oldest friends dying and I didn't know what I was doing and that's still not an excuse. Luckily, Thomas is an upstanding man and he stopped me. So I didn't cheat on Alessa. And thank fucking fuck too. Because I love her and if I actually had cheated on her like that, I would never forgive myself.
We are going to be just fine. We've been honest and we've worked everything out. We're in love. Relationships are a process and you never get to stop growing and evolving. When something like this happens, it's a clear sign that something is wrong, and needs to be fixed. I was wrong. It's been fixed.
And now Kali is going to be okay and so is Thomas and I am just...so relieved.
Alessa, we should talk. And work things out. Because I am not depriving our children of another mother because I am selfish and stupid and I'm afraid I can't fix me.
I love you. Our children love you. And I know you love me.
Everything else, we can work on.
I should probably also note that I am not taking no for an answer. Just FYI.
I love you. Our children love you. And I know you love me.
Everything else, we can work on.
I should probably also note that I am not taking no for an answer. Just FYI.
