Filtered to Thomas and Spectre and Alessa this time

[angels_facade]

Thomas...are you avoiding me? I just...

I'm glad you're okay, alright. Really glad. If things between us aren't...then at least I know you're safe.

Comments

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm not avoiding you, Kat.

No, that's a lie. I am. But it was a post just filtered to me and I didn't feel right talking there.

Thank you though. I'm glad I'm okay too.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, Thomas.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I know.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I can't tell...I can't tell if you're being cold on purpose, or you're just tired or something...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Kat.

I don't really know what to say.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Talk to me?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't...know if I want to.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Oh.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Dammit, Kat, now I feel like an arse.

I'm afraid, okay? Afraid that you and I are never going to be able to be just friends and maybe it's just best if we...aren't.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I know you don't really mean that.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

No. Dammit.

I know it too.

I just don't know where to start.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Well...I promise I won't jump you next time?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Heh...that would be a start, yes.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

It's more than obvious that you both have a lot to work through together. I just want to say that I'm fully in support of you doing that. I don't want to be a reason that your friendship doesn't last. It's not really my place to get involved beyond that, as long as nothing happens where anyone else is stepping out of their bounds. I just wanted you both to know where I stand, so there isn't any assuming or miscommunication.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I know, Babe. But thank you for clarifying. I would never assume you would want to keep us from working things out. This is all...my own issues.

But argh, if I can get over everything else...

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I hate that I gave you issues. More issues. Or whatever it is I did. I hate that in one drunken moment I fucked things up so badly...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Oh, Kat. No, you didn't give me the issues. Amaris and Brian did that.

I won't deny that you messed up. But everyone does. I'm not letting fear keep me from anyone else, I shouldn't let it keep me from you either. I just...don't feel like I can trust you right now.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I really don't blame you, Thomas. Really, really.

I'll do anything I have to to get the trust back...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I bet Spectre could use a massage after his recent incarceration...

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, you want me to rub your husband!?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Well that was halfway a joke, but I'm sure it couldn't hurt!

Kat, if you want to make up for it, then you will. You always accomplish things when you set your mind to it.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Okay. Then I will.

Thomas. I was terrified while you were missing.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

So was I.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

:(

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm okay now.

We'll be okay too.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

:)

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Don't force yourself though, alright? This is a very delicate thing, and we all understand that. It's better to do things in your own time, and reach a place where you really are completely happy and comfortable with each other, than try to move too quickly and have it all fall apart, and have to start over again.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

No one is forcing me to do anything I don't want to do ever again. That's for damn sure.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Excellent. I couldn't be more glad to hear it, my love.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

♥

Mara taught me how to do those!

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

She's a talented girl, that Mara!

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Indeed she is.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Spectre.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, Kat.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Thomas wants me to rub you?

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Well, what Thomas wants, Thomas gets! It does sound rather like just what the doctor ordered...

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Alright then! I'll come fix you up tomorrow afternoon!

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Perfect, darling. I'll be looking forward to it!

[gonetoground.livejournal.com]

I love you both.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I love you too, Alessa.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I will always love you too.