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Sep. 26th, 2006 09:25 pmHello! Apparently I'm insane! Awesome. Seriously, if I start mumbling about the voices in my head or the coming apocalypse, just...throw me off the London Bridge or something.
Speaking of the apocalypse, apparently it's like seriously nigh. I read it in the papers. You think those reporters are pregnant too?
Honestly, cutting out all the bullshite...I feel better today. Except for the part where I feel terrible because of some of the things I said. I am SO sorry. Ethan's right. If I say horrible things...I don't mean them! And see, sometimes I'm sane!!
Tasha...no one thinks you're a slut, I'm just totally jealous. I'm so sorry I said that! Especially after being on Bianca's case for being a complete ho earlier this year.
I'm staying at Peter's house with apparently half of London at the moment. I'm in Anna's room because she's gone. I miss her. She's lovely and she certainly knows how to make one feel better, though I suppose they all do really.
Now I just have to learn to stay away from the internet when I'm all crazy!
Speaking of the apocalypse, apparently it's like seriously nigh. I read it in the papers. You think those reporters are pregnant too?
Honestly, cutting out all the bullshite...I feel better today. Except for the part where I feel terrible because of some of the things I said. I am SO sorry. Ethan's right. If I say horrible things...I don't mean them! And see, sometimes I'm sane!!
Tasha...no one thinks you're a slut, I'm just totally jealous. I'm so sorry I said that! Especially after being on Bianca's case for being a complete ho earlier this year.
I'm staying at Peter's house with apparently half of London at the moment. I'm in Anna's room because she's gone. I miss her. She's lovely and she certainly knows how to make one feel better, though I suppose they all do really.
Now I just have to learn to stay away from the internet when I'm all crazy!
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Date: 2006-09-26 11:48 am (UTC)I'm sorry I snapped back at you, too. As I said to Deirdre, that's still my instinctive reaction. This being good thing is hard sometimes. I don't blame you for not being able to keep it up under the circumstances. Everyone needs to just be angry sometimes.
Don't worry, I know what it's like to be insane, and you're not there yet. For the record, I'm still here for you if you need me. I don't get scared off that easily.
I tried to do a ritual to bring about the apocalypse once. I may have had too much Jagermeister.
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Date: 2006-09-26 11:53 am (UTC)You had every right to say what you said to be. I was being...terrible. I'm so so sorry.
Good to know I'm not there yet. I'll try to stay on this side of sanity.
You did? Oh dear. Have I mentioned today that I love you?! Because I totally think you're awesome. No more apocalyptic rituals for you ;) Though you are certainly welcome to all my Jagermeister.
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Date: 2006-09-26 12:19 pm (UTC)Hope is lovely. I'll take care of her, Kat. I want you to know that.
It really is okay, sweetie. I've had far worse things said to me in my time. I've said far worse things. Maybe it was good for me to see how it feels.
I love you too, Kat. I think you're awesome too. You were one of the first friends I found after I started trying to not be a bitch. That's not something I'm going to forget.
Jager yes, apocalypse no. Understood. Thank you for offering! Maybe we could have a "We love Kat" gathering and drink it then. At least then you could enjoy it vicariously.