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Apr. 25th, 2010 01:58 amIt's my birthday (early hours) and I can't sleep because clowns will eat me.
My girls are three. They turned three on the 13th. Still processing.
Been thinking about switching courses, but I don't know. I've been doing physical therapy for a long time and I'm almost done, but now I feel so...otherwise motivated. Or not motivated.
My oldest children are three and already they have lost one parent. The others seem to know what they want to do. Why do I have to be the losery, lost, emo one?! I want to give my children a good life. I want to be someone they can look up to. But at the moment, all I do is get up on stage and shake my arse and fondle Chloe (which is awesome btw) and I have no idea if any of it matters at all.
My girls are three. They turned three on the 13th. Still processing.
Been thinking about switching courses, but I don't know. I've been doing physical therapy for a long time and I'm almost done, but now I feel so...otherwise motivated. Or not motivated.
My oldest children are three and already they have lost one parent. The others seem to know what they want to do. Why do I have to be the losery, lost, emo one?! I want to give my children a good life. I want to be someone they can look up to. But at the moment, all I do is get up on stage and shake my arse and fondle Chloe (which is awesome btw) and I have no idea if any of it matters at all.
