Filtered to Alessa

Hey, Babe? Meet me in the dressing room after the show. I have a surprise that includes not coming home, and rose petals and jacuzzi baths and a hotel room with a balcony and a breakfast buffet that runs late in case we're up all night.

Love you.

Private

To my Bianca,

It's your birthday soon. You're supposed to be here. Isa is getting married. Kali too. My girls are three months old. I'm with Alessa. There is so much you've missed, but I know you can see it all. I'm so glad to know that you'll see me tonight, dancing around like a knobend.

Mostly I'm glad to know you're watching because I know you'd be proud of me. And even though I tried my hardest not to show it, I did care what you thought of me. I always did. And to know you would feel proud of what I've managed to accomplish...it's one of the best feelings in the world.

I love you, My Bi. My darling sister. I will see you again someday. Until then, sing your songs. And happy birthday.