Arsemonkeys...

GUESS WHAT I JUST DISCOVERED?! Someone has overdrawn her savings account by something like 300 pounds because the stupid fucking government stopped paying me and didn't tell me. I informed them of my change of address and the fact that I had to quit my job because I was ill and knocked up. Apparently they didn't get the message nor did they tell me this. Well fuck! And now I can't use my account anymore and I'm broke and hey, there's no food in the fridge, I haven't eaten all day, and I am currently housemateless.

Someone feed me, I'm starving! Think of the children!! If you think I'm being over dramatic, I'll let you inhabit my body for 2 minutes. It's like they're screaming...

Tomorrow I have to haul my pregnant arse down to the stupid government offices and get everything fixed. Fuckers.

But I'm feeling better now. I'll go see the Dante's man about my job there. I could start a few nights a week probably. I've been seeing a therapist. I didn't tell anyone, but Bianca made me promise on the day she...well you know. And I did promise and I'm not breaking it now. So I've been seeing this woman who is completely weird but nice and she's helping me. I don't hate that I'm pregnant anymore! I might even be excited about having kids by the time they make their appearance. Might... We'll see.

I should be getting government money for THAT too. Fuckers.

Filtered to Pierre

Pierre, I think before I managed to eat something, the babies ate my brain. See, Thomas was here, and we had a nice dinner and then he totally turned me down when I came on to him (dammit) but he hugged me and we talked and then I realised...

You're going to think I'm mad...

I didn't hear his heart beating. The entire time. That's...crazy, right? I'm asking you because you're the only one that won't shaft me off to the nuthouse.