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I'm so sorry.

I told Serenity. She says she's sorry too. So sorry. Shit.

Shit.

I'm sorry.

Date: 2009-10-17 08:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
I'm really glad Mums is there for you.

Date: 2009-10-17 08:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
You just get back to us safely, okay?

Date: 2009-10-17 08:57 am (UTC)

Date: 2009-10-17 08:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Does this mean you don't hate me?!

Date: 2009-10-17 08:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
It means I'm thinking about it.

Date: 2009-10-17 08:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
What if I bake you cupcakes?

Date: 2009-10-17 08:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
What if you don't hide behind being cute, and don't you dare ever lie to my husband about something I did ever again or there won't be any thinking about it?

Date: 2009-10-17 09:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
That works. And I'll keep my fists to myself.

That wasn't a threat, though it sounds like one. It was actually a promise. I mean it.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
I know, Thomas. I know it was.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
How did we get here, Babe?

Date: 2009-10-17 09:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
I don't know.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
Oh my GOD. Three years ago me!

Wow. I just...had no idea, did I?

Date: 2009-10-17 09:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suave-thomas.livejournal.com
So many things.

I have grown so much since then. I've gotten married. Become a father. Been through...utter torment and extreme bliss. I've lived and died since those photos. It strange to look back on them.

I can still move like that though.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
You're still amazing. The details are different, the facts are still the same.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
You're welcome, Thomas.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
And that was after I told him the Patrick Swayze dance from Dirty Dancing was the hottest thing ever so he proceeded to learn it just by watching the movie and then he performed it flawlessly while teaching it to me. Minus the...holding me up in the air thing. I was pregnant at the time.

Date: 2009-10-17 09:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamqueendiamond.livejournal.com
That's my boy!

Date: 2009-10-17 09:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamqueendiamond.livejournal.com
Good for you, Sweetie.

Date: 2009-10-18 09:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
Thank you, Kat.

I'll be perfectly honest with you, because you deserve that, now that you're being honest with us. You've severely shaken my trust in you, and not for the first time. Like Thomas, that's going to take time to heal. But I'm willing to let it heal, because I understand the big picture. This all started with something indescribably awful. It's not an excuse, but it's something I can understand.

I'm glad things are out in the open now. And that you're letting Mums help you. Those are really good things.

Date: 2009-10-18 09:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
I know, Spectre. I really know.

I'm so sorry.

Do you at least like the picture?

http://pics.livejournal.com/angels_facade/pic/0003w8b9

Date: 2009-10-18 11:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
I know you are.

And yes, I do indeed like the picture. It's good to look back, and see Thomas in more carefree days. More carefree for all of us, in a lot of ways; though some cares too have been alleviated, since then.

Date: 2009-10-18 11:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Yes, I suppose they have.

I promise I won't fuck anything up for you anymore. I don't know how much that means to you right now, but I won't.

Date: 2009-10-18 12:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
It means a beginning. The proof will be in keeping the promise, and that's what will have meaning. As with so many things, we can only take it one day at a time. But at the end of the day, it'll be one down. Then we can work on the next.

Date: 2009-10-18 12:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Okay. I'll do that.

Date: 2009-10-18 09:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lady-with-thee.livejournal.com
Thank you. For thinking of me, even though you didn't involve me in it.

I'm glad Lavinia was there to help you, but I think it's going to take more than that to get you through - even if she is a goddess among women. What are you planning on doing for help? Because you do need it, sweetie. Anyone in your situation would.

Date: 2009-10-18 09:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Yeah. He's your husband, so...kinda figured you were involved by proxy.

I know. I think it's back to hospital. They already took my baby away, what harm could it do now?

Date: 2009-10-18 11:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lady-with-thee.livejournal.com
True. But I heard the truth of it from Thomas right away, and it was only later that this all went pear-shaped.

I am really sorry they took your baby. That was just awful, to say the least.

I am glad Kali and Ethan will be there for Zoe and Bianca while you get the help you need. You're doing the right thing, Kat. You really are.

Date: 2009-10-18 11:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Yeah...

It was. I still don't...I don't know what to do.

Thanks.

Date: 2009-10-18 12:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lady-with-thee.livejournal.com
One of the most dreadful things about this, is that it seems that the doing is, for now, in the hands of others. I know that those who know the system are doing their very best, though. For you and for Theo.

Date: 2009-10-18 12:08 pm (UTC)

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