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Today I was sulking because no one's found Thomas yet, so I went to visit Chloe. Because Chloe's still here and that's important. I chatted with Tallulah, who is a riot and a half, and then I came home and I was sulking more. And then my daughter Zoe came up to me and gave me a picture of a flower she'd found in a book. Which, destruction of property aside, was absolutely darling.

And then, not to be outdone, Bianca made up a song about Mummy and stars and fishes, which was adorable and now I want to put it to metal.

For I am hardcore.

I'm not okay about Thomas. I want him found. I love him. And I'm terrified about this disease because it keeps hurting the people I love. My best friend's daughter and my cousin Anna and dear Allanah. God forbid it get to anyone else. (You're being careful with yourself, Mara and James, right, Spectre? And D Ro, what about you?) But life here in my safe little haven? It's good.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
I'm being very sure to look after myself and the kids, sweetheart. We're all doing our best, and thankfully, there's been not a hint of this illness at our house yet. I'm very glad to hear that things are well in your home, too.

I'm not giving up on Thomas. I'm going there every day until I find him.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
It better fucking stay that way, Mister. You hear me? Or you'll have to deal with Kat.

I keep remembering...one day I was bleeding. I was pregnant and bleeding and Ethan was there, but it was Thomas that scooped me into his arms and rushed me to hospital and Thomas who pounded against the counter and demanded I be helped and Thomas who ultimately saved my kids' lives.

Now people are bleeding and Thomas isn't here to save them.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
And that is a powerful threat, my dear. Believe me, I shall do my utmost. We all will.

Thomas is a true hero. He's saved so many of us, in so many ways. To have saved lives as precious as your babies'... there aren't words enough. I wish he could be here now for all who need him, and for him.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
I know katrate. HAhaha...oh god.

So do I. And I wish I could help but all I can do is sit around missing him.

I can give you a massage!? Do you want one?

Date: 2009-03-17 10:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
Dear me. I think Tasha should arrest you for that one... or perhaps that ought to be Alessa's job?

I believe that missing him is an emotional beacon. Thomas always knows when people need him. It's the power of love.

Kat, I would love the magic of your skills. I truly think it would do me a lot of good. Thank you.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Alessa's hot when she's all dominatey. Mmmm.

So I should keep on wallowing? Good, it ain't stopping anytime soon anyway.

Of course. I'll come now and then get Renee on my way back. We'll have you relaxing soon enough.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
I don't doubt it! Of course, my appreciation for Alessa's beauty must remain utterly academic...

Well, I don't know about wallowing, but I don't think having him constantly in our thoughts will hurt at all.

Thank you again, Kat. You're fabulous.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
That's fair too!

He's there. Always will be.

I try, Spectre.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:27 am (UTC)

Screened

Date: 2009-03-17 10:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Sometimes people cry on the table because massage releases endorphins and toxins...

I just want you to know it's okay. I understand. And I feel it too. If you need to cry...please do.

Re: Screened

Date: 2009-03-17 10:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com
Thank you for saying that, Kat. I don't think I would have felt badly to cry in front of you, but it's very kind of you to make sure I know. I'll keep in mind that it's perhaps something to be expected.

Screened

Date: 2009-03-17 10:24 am (UTC)

Date: 2009-03-17 09:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gonetoground.livejournal.com
We have the best daughters :)

I'm glad you got to spend time with Chloe. It's really good that she has so many loving friends surrounding her right now.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Hell yes we do. They're so adorable and I can't believe they're almost two. TWO. And they keep asking questions and sounding like mini-grown ups.

I love that Chloe-O. And I prattled on about crap and filled her in on the Lugosi's goss which was good.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gonetoground.livejournal.com
The questions are only going to get more tricksy, too...

I think having someone as vibrant and dynamic as you around would be exactly what she needed. You can light up any place, even a mind-numbing hospital room.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
"Why does life exist and what am I meant to get out of it? I'd like an answer that relates to semiotics please." Yeah. Whoa.

I do try! My pink hair does kinda stand out.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gonetoground.livejournal.com
They have been talking to Renee...

It's not just your hair that stands out, babe.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
They love talking to Renee, she's all French!

You're wonderful, do you know that? You're getting rewarded with the strap on, tonight!

Date: 2009-03-17 10:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gonetoground.livejournal.com
We're going to raise bi-lingual hotties, Kat.

Oooh, good reward! I shall keep being wonderful :) It's only fair, after all, to do my best to match you.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Yeah!! We totally are! :D

I am so spoiled.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gonetoground.livejournal.com
I love to spoil :)

Date: 2009-03-17 11:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milestogobefore.livejournal.com
Thank you. So much.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com
Your little girls are absolutely gorgeous. It's obvious they've been surrounded by love, to be so loving in return.

I'm not okay with this Thomas thing, either. I'm praying he'll be found soon. I don't want him to be lonely out there, wherever he is.

Date: 2009-03-17 09:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
As if I'd ever let them be surrounded by anything else.

Oh god, do you think he's lonely?!

Date: 2009-03-17 09:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com
So true.

I hope he isn't. But I wish we had the ability to be sure.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Thomas needs a goddamn afterlife cowbell.

How are you? Feel like cuddling with two hotties and their babies?

Date: 2009-03-17 10:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com
Goddess, I can just imagine him chasing Robert around with it, pretending to be the Hunchback of Notre Dame...

Cuddling with two hotties and their babies is an offer I would never pass up. I'm there, gorgeous.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
...that is AWESOME. OMG. And Thomas would love it!!

Good. I'll come round after I rub Spectre up and walk you back here.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com
Running around all humpy, with a squinty eye, and probably drooling for effect...

*snort* Rubbing up gay rock stars? Priceless.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angels-facade.livejournal.com
Brilliant.

That's what pink Kats do! Hell, my wife is one! Says the drummer ;)

Date: 2009-03-17 10:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seminalsemiotic.livejournal.com
Hehehe, good point! You're just surrounded by that muso mojo.

Date: 2009-03-17 10:43 am (UTC)

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